I have never been so surprised in my entire adult life! I just started to cry. I wasn't crying because I was worried about the time commitment or anything like that, I was crying because I didn't feel like I was good enough for the calling right now. There have been times in my life I would have thought I'd be great for that calling, but right now is not that time. I have been more lax than ever with my scripture study the past couple years and I'm not very good at "Good. Better. Best"
Of course I accepted the call, but I just cried and cried the rest of the day. I just didn't feel good enough and I didn't want anyone to know that I got called. It's not that I was embarrassed, but I was incredibly humbled and I just didn't want to tell anyone I had a new calling.
It's funny, because the week leading up to the call, I had been prompted that I needed to be better with my scripture study and the day I was called, I had the strongest impression, during Gospel Doctrine, that I needed to commit THAT day to better scripture study. I'm happy to say that since I received the call, I have not missed a single day of scripture study and I have enjoyed it SO much. I have been diving into the scriptures and the more I have read the more I have thirsted for more. I can't believe what a blessing it has been.
Isn't it wonderful that the Lord knows us so individually that He knows exactly what we need to help us be better. I know that I was not called to be YW President because of how good I am, it was because of how good it would help me to be. What a wonderful blessing and I am so thankful. The girls have been very welcoming and we have had a ton of great lessons and activities.